***This is a part of our series of Psalms written by the Fellows on the Winter Retreat. Like the others in the series, it has been posted anonymously.
Oh Lord, God of my salvation.
How long must I labor in vain?
How long before You make the path clear?
I run like a cheetah on a circular path.
Round and round while my enemies taunt my progress.
When will I see the end?
A great shadow has come upon me.
And I know not which way to turn.
Where is my light? Where is my God?
Why have You forsaken me to struggle endlessly with broken systems?
Why is there no one to guide me through the labyrinth of tax preparations?
The mountains are growing, Lord.
And I have not the time to traverse them.
I struggle in the thistles while my coworkers pass by.
Why must I stay full of ignorance and doubt?
Fear guides my days, while restlessness haunts the night.
Come my Comforter, my Shelter.
Come hear Your servant’s plea.
Light Your way before me and give me strength to journey on.
Be not far from Your servant, for it is You whom I serve.